I'm inspired. Due to the fact that I'm bored, and I am definitely in love with myself; here goes a couple of "serious" facts about me. definitely not funny. not joking. not wacky. just serious.
1. I can be in love with fictional characters. to be honest, i kinda am.
2. I hate being alone, but sometimes, i wanna be left alone. oh well. most of the time, i don't. i always want at least someone to accompany me.
3. I need someone to love me. Well, not exactly, I'm not looking for someone who's deeply in love with me. all those romantic, passionate, real, serious, complicated relationship. at least, for now, i don't. i just want someone who understands me. who knows me, and more importantly, accepts me. i want someone to be with me, and i can be myself when I'm with him.
4. I suck at making the right decision. I've always thought if I have made the right decision. Shortly, I rarely trust myself.
5. I spend a lot of time wondering what it'll be like if everything goes back to the way it was. When I was still in Jakarta--with my parents, my little brother, my friends.. goes back to when life wasn't this complicated and miserable. when happiness would fill the air most of the time.
6. There isn't a word "enough" apparently for me. I want this.. I want that.. I want to be taller. I want to be thinner. I want to have a lot of money. I want to be beautiful. I want to get good grades. I want to be happy. I want to have fun. I wish the weather isn't this cold.. but not this hot. Get it? It's never enough. Why can't I just accept everything? Count my blessings, since there are still a whole bunch of people who isn't as lucky as me. I just can't.
Only six. I'll add more later on. and hopefully, it isn't this serious. i just had a bad day. so yeah.
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